Monday, March 21, 2005
Something has struck me. How long does it take the police to send out letter/fine/warning?
I have been a very stupid girl…….
Obviously, I only have a few months left here before I have to find somewhere else to live….
So it doesn’t help, that I am expecting a letter from the police….
At one point recently, I was pissed, again, and out at a party. Deciding that we had spent enough time there and there were many other places to go that night, my friends and I headed quite innocently out…
Walking along with out bottles in hand, so drunk, we thought nothing of it, swigging freely from the plastic bottles of cider. Until we were suddenly set upon by an absolutely huge huckle van.
From the van jumped 5 or 6 vicious looking policemen, the biggest one growled “drop it”
My little party of people put the lids on their drink and put it on the ground, a drunken me however, held the bottle as high in the air as I could reach, with no lid, and “dropped it”
Well I was doing what he asked, wasn’t I?
When it hit the ground, it span and shot cider everywhere. And I stood there, a stupid look on my face, and very, very drunk
The biggest one marched over to me “do that again and I’ll arrest you”.
What the hell?! “Well you told me to drop it” I snapped back
“Do you want me to arrest you?!”
“What for? I didn’t do anything”
“Right”
And out came the handcuffs.
“Oh no I don’t think so!” and I struggled out of his grip. He took my name and address. Is going to send out a letter or something.
“Next time I really will arrest you”
And then they drove off. To be honest, I think they couldn’t have arrested me, there was no female officer. What, were they going to do, manhandle me into the van? I think not.
So im now waiting for a letter, which I might have to reply to, but I might not be here.
Fuck.
Oh well…..
J won’t be living with us next year, basically there aren’t any nice six bedroom flats here, so if she lives with someone else, then she will have a nice flat, and we can have a nice five bedroom flat.
Sad to see her go though. Will be weird living without her.
Campbell. Currently he is waiting to set up his own business. Like putting on plays and band night etc…..
Of course, one of the plays he wants to put on is his own, “war cry”.
He did this for advanced higher drama. He wanted one of the original actresses to pose for the advertisements, i.e. moi, who was a slut lap dancer extraordinaire.
It was fun, went to the studio, and took pictures, almost topless with angel wings, and others in some very slutty clothes….
There being developed, should be ready on Sunday. Campbell will put the “acceptable” ones on the poster, and the ‘other’ ones, the less acceptable, on the website….
Im going to photocopy them and put them in a book at home… should be quite good.
Still talking to RH. Going out with him on Sunday.
Keep thinking that mabey, I might have been wrong to not give him a proper chance, one of the things he always said to me “angel, you better not dump me”
I know he did really like me. Always told me, he liked my “cute nose”, “perfect ass”, “really nice tits”, “ pretty eyes”, “gorgeous mouth”…….and we got on really well too, we make each other laugh, and he thinks I have a really great personality….can I really afford to throw away someone like that, who genuinely doesn’t just want to break in my underwear?
He was hesitant, never really wanted to have sex, it was always me who initiated it. He told me that he had waited a year for me and he would wait another…..
I just can’t see him in that way, ive known him too long.
Met up with CH too, saw a scan of her baby; she doesn’t want to know what it will be until its born, makes it hard to buy presents!
Sev has been pushing me off a bit though, ever since I started seeing RH, he didn’t think it would last, but he hardly even spoke to me, we used to talk every week, and go out whenever we had the chance.
Think I should call him at the weekend… not to ask him why he has been kind of nasty, but just in general, to see how he is.
Cant wait for Sunday, a night out is long overdue, and ive just completed my week of detox! Still have a few alcohol-free days until Sunday though….
One thing occurred to me, I have never gone out and got wasted with RH, even though ive known him for so long.
Anyway…….xx
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