Wednesday, December 29, 2004

while i do appreciate comments, i would like to apologise if it seemed that i had 'glorified' my hangovers, this was my last intention, and hangovers are nothing to be glorified, but when i go out, i do it properly,and more often than not, the day after does consist of a hangover.

also to mention that it is the holiday season, and since im living away from home it is not often that i have a proper chance to spend time with my friends back home. when i do return however, there are quite alot of parties and 'social gatherings' as well as nights out and nights in. with socialising, among my friends, there is usually much alcohol,and we indulge freely, i don't usually drink as much,and will return as normal when i start next semester.

but do remember, 'tis the season!

in other news, went out with sev,ryan, and some other guy called sev who i don't know too well. the sev i know well was renamed 'good sev' and the other 'evil sev'.

went into town to a sports cafe, and good sev was very much in the mood for taking shots, and so we ordered some, however, the bartender (we found out his name was stephen) inquired if we wanted a 'suprise'.

we agreed, and he then procceded to make up the most random shots, i.e vodka and schnapps, jack daniels and midori, tequilla midori and cream (?!)
they were shot of all shapes and colours, half the fun of the night was trying to discover what the shot was composed of!
was very pleased with them.

ryan was wasted after only 2 rounds. good sev and i managed to survive.

eventually did get kicked out, however that was due to lack of sufficient id..............

i did manage to attain 15 or so of the 50 shotglasses we had at our table,although at the end of the night the unbroken glasses at the bottom of my bag was 9.

made our way to some club, ryan left early though, he was feeling rather unwell.

we got there, and i got a call, some party, so we made our way there, was not too bad, although the alcohol got the best of good sev, as once we arrived he spent the best part of the night spewing through his nose into jacks bin.

he sat with his arm around me most of the night, and although he was sitting down, he was having severe difficulty keeping himself up straight. sent the poor boy home early

crashed with campbell, sr was staying overnight also, didn't speak to him though, knew i would have mentioned the little 'incident' if i had.

next day talking to good sev on the phone, he told me about a conversation which he had with ryan that day, with ryan telling sev how awful he felt!sev went on to then describe in graphic detail the ordeal he suffered that night, and how ryan really did get off lucky....

had more of a quiet night last night. met with campbell, ryan, good sev, sarah,marie,matt,nicole and neil to go to the cinema.

napolean dynamite (is that even how you spell it?!) was alright. not as entertaining as it is made out to be though.

the guy from work just text me. wants to know if im in edinburgh. was planning to go, but feeling exhausted, and he wants to go out tonight, to go clubbing most likley,and also to have a drink with me, perhaps we should leave it untill the staff night.

one other holdback, tomorrow an old friend, who was my boss for three years, wants me to work for him, opening a new shop, but is having trouble getting it started.

still one last christmas present to give. anh, my oldest friend. she wants to buy me something, but is currently jobless and has almost no idea what to get me, however, ahe did send me this:

'what do u want 4 xmas? i need to know? a vibrator?!'

hm, has she been reading this?!

going out to a resturant with her soon (no, it is not what you think, tut, such childish thoughts) no special occasion, just thought it would be quite nice.

closing thought: work hard, party harder and work some more, and have a great new year people, i'll be working, pouring the alcohol,mixing the drinks and cleaning up after all you lot till 7 am. have a drink for me!

Kissed By Tainted Angel: Tainted Angel at 5:49 PM

1 Mwah xXx

Monday, December 27, 2004

cock suckng cowboy? sounds good.

fortunatley,so far have been able to successfuly stay away from the temptation of the ex, however, last night.....

walking home alone, i passed tthe ex boyfriends house. i don't mean David's, or any other man that i've had a thing with, i'm talking about him, the boy, who i was with for over a year, was almost engaged to and it took me two years to get over him, my first, the one person i thought i was going to be with for the rest of my life.

so, walking and i heard someone call my name, who did i meet but pete, the boys oldest friend, he was going to the boys house. pete and i chatted, and he sauntred over and knocked the window of the boys house.

told him that he had found a 'ghost' i.e. moi, and the boy knew who it was and came out.

we did not talk much at first, but i cornered him and had to ask him if he was angry with me, he was'nt. what was strange is that even after three years i can still look him right in the eye and say whatever i want to, we were each others first's, loved like nothing else mattered, lost most of my friends, and almost my family for him.

slap from the past.

but looking at him, realised i was over him. however the reason i could make that claim was because i had forgotten. three years of not seeing each other, no matter how much he had affected my life, i had gradually forgotten him.

i do know somewhere that given he chance, i would feel just as strongly about him now as i did then, part of the reason i think we can never be friends i suppose. i simply could not handle it. being with him, but not being with him as i really would want to be. still today i do suffer the occational outbursts of tears when i think of him.....

pete wants to meet up while im still here sometime. and the boy acctually said goodbye to me last night.

new topic.

david texting again last night. wants to meet up and well, figure it out.
haven't gotten back to him on that point.

shall be enjoying a trip out tonight with sev and company, had to cancell last night, suffering severe hangover sickness all day.

dirty russian. now theres a shot that tastes like sex in a glass. highly reccommended for people enjoying the party season. can't quite recall whats in it though.

pondering whether or not to invest in a good vibrator.

bought one from some little machine in mork, gets the work done, but could be better.

just don't think im ready to walk up to the girl at the counter in ann summers and declare the fact that i wish to purchase the rampant rabbit vibrator. nor do i think its a good idea to have it 'secretly' delivered, because:

i may not be home, and someone else might have to recieve it on my behalf

brown packets are very suspicious, it is commonly thought that brown packages contain some kind of illegal bondage gear, or in most cases, hard core porn.

in any case, i wish everyone a merry christmas and a drunken new year ;)

Kissed By Tainted Angel: Tainted Angel at 2:25 PM

3 Mwah xXx

Sunday, December 26, 2004

b**ch

not feelin too healthy, but promised i would be in town tonight with sev and ryan

think i spent alot of last night with one of my brothers friends?

pain in my stomach

got a missed call from the guy at wurk last night

would have answered, but drank untill i passed out

i won all of the many drinking competitions going last night, think i should be worried......

david. texting all night. had to tell him i was going to bed and that id text him in the morning to get some peace, mostly because it was becomming harder to see the screen and i couldn't quite work the phone......

so.out tonight. however unsure if i should see the ex tonight. my friends would kill me if i did,but who said they have to know?

Kissed By Tainted Angel: Tainted Angel at 1:40 PM

1 Mwah xXx

what??!!

argh, idon't think i can do this, really, god,so drunk!!!

advice!! please!!thank you!

XxX

Kissed By Tainted Angel: Tainted Angel at 2:55 AM

0 Mwah xXx

shit

okkay,um what the fuk????

andy is telling me he has an empty 2moro nite

and the guy from wurk who is currently texting me like theres no tomorrow wants me to go out for a drink and said to me (please 4give,im currently wasted)

'a good lookin weeegie like u single eh?'

like oh no f**k me, thats how it starts

all innoccent like yeah, im being nice, but its not like that

ok fuck it ooooooohhhhh!!! A and J text me tonight. J 'misses the chat in the flat' lol, feck, me too!!!

i really miss all ov them.A,J,and R, can't wait to see how their xmases went.

but seriously......

david wants to meet up, no guesses as to what he wants,

and the guy from wurk,

''i expect a new years kiss''

what? or more specificaly, what am i going to do?he's challenged me to a drinkin competition which i kno i'll win, honestly......

overall, it has been an eventful day, many people getting in contact and wanting to catch up. it's good to hear from them again though, miss many of them.

anyway, like i said, wastred and got to go

later

coments appreciated !!!!!!!!!!! Xx

Kissed By Tainted Angel: Tainted Angel at 2:31 AM

0 Mwah xXx

Saturday, December 25, 2004

so yeah....

merry christmas

seasons greetings

yaya and all that

so hows everyone?

oooh got a computer for christmas, very pleased, cant quite figure out how to work it properly though.

frizz left work, gone home. sad to see her leave, good nite though, prepared somthings, little cocktail composed of tuna, sauce,tomato sauce,oil, salt,sugar, leftover bear etc,bits of bread,cocktail,mayonnaise.......

much more was needed to compose the cocktail, cant remember it though.

back for the holidays. went out with campbell,jill, mark, lawrence, was absolutley wasted, discovered a new love..........butterscotch schnapps.

orgasmic, and that is not in anyway an exaggeration.

out a few nights ago too. clubbing con mi amigos, some place,was wasted, couldnt quite make out where we were, saw sandra.

she cut off her hair. ALL of it.was so pretty long...

finaly met nicola's bitch too. not too bad.so cute together.

spent alot of the night dancing,met some guy who was there with his friends, among them however was his ex, who sat the entire night looking me up and down. didn't give a f**k, danced with him anyway. bitch.

found this amazing dancer. went through a few songs together.said our sweet goodbyes and parted feeling (on my part anyway) satisfied that i had enjoyed a chunk of hip hop music with a very good dancer.

was taken home at the end of the night. again

ooohhhh, of late, some gossip has come to light. to begin with, campbell slept with that guy he left with. apparently, he was like 40 or something..........

he has declared that he will not be going back

secondly, the night he came to visit me, he was late on the train. told me that he had gotten the wrong train and was heading in the other direction.

howver, turns out he had acctually met some guy on the train, and f**ked him too.

also. sr.

okay, did like him, for a time, that was untill he and a friend of mine got drunk, and got jiggy.
so yeah, was over it, blah blah untill the halloween party, where at the end of the night sr came to say goodbye, and kissed me. was like what the f**k??!!

thought nothing of it.

untill we went out, and jill confessed to me that in the same night that he slept with her, he implied that he had slept with me, said something along the lines of

'yeah, she's not the only pussy i had that night'

was none too happy to hear of this rather alarming load of bulls**t.

f**k me, DAVID my latest ex has text me today, haven't heard from him since we had fun and frolics in the park about three months ago. he was very friendly, too friendly, suggested a repeat performance.

first instinct, no don't even go there, but come on, it has been three months,and a girl has needs.................

talk it over with sev,meeting him tomorrow, been a long time,should be good fun.

ah, bang the ex or no? topic to ponder over for the next few days.....

Kissed By Tainted Angel: Tainted Angel at 8:22 PM

0 Mwah xXx

Friday, December 17, 2004

okayyyyyy.....

hes tall, dark hair and eyes, and i find him funny, but ive decided that somethings are better left as they are, and this is one of them...
my plans for thursday night were regrettably cancelled due to the events of wednesday night......

was home for about half an hour when my buzzer rang, it was campbell who decided he was taking me out.

swear, we were drunk before we left my house. bad start to the night, and procceded to drink in every pub on the way into town, i even pulled some guy, was wierd.

judging by the state of my knees, id say i fell over a few times, cuts on my hands, bruises all the way up my thighs...

so got to some club, bored and moved on to a gay/lez nightclub, bought even more drink, doubles all the way that kinda thing, left me in no fit state to be making judgements on people on how they look, by the end of the night i had:

* pulled some blonde girl

*pulled a brunette who i really didnt like. kept trying to leave, but she was really intent on me staying, so much so that i think i ran to escape at some point

*pulled a straight guy (quite nice, i think)

*pulled a stunning gay man who declared several times "oh my god, ur the best girl kiss iv'e had in about 10 years-i wish i was straight!"

*and can remember dancing with at least 3 men at once at various times during the night

meanwhile......... campbell left in a taxi with two men.......he called me the next day from an unknown number, was still at their house, but 'couldn't' talk at that time. gossip i feel needs to be shared on the events of that night.

the men were really nice, remember at one point he asked if me and campbell were brother and sister because we 'look out for each other'.

apparently, i got in at 5, don't remember though, think i got pissed off at the taxi driver for something. woke up in the morning. still drunk. think it's a good reflection of how drunk i must have been that night, no?

Kissed By Tainted Angel: Tainted Angel at 4:51 PM

2 Mwah xXx

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

my little pony hair clips, a bottle of vodka, packet of skittles, and a pink belt
C,B,F,M,R,J,A, and i decided to play secret santa a few weeks back. got my present form A, and it was really well thought out:

'my little pony' hairclips
always talk about ponies. Drunkenly staggered home one night and wrote on the fridge 'all i want for christmas is a .......PONY!'

bottle of vodka
trademark drink (also a component of 'lovejuice')

packet of skittles
essential component to the process of making 'lovejuice'

pink belt
rather pretty....

very much pleased.

had a dream last night that i was a pole dancing prostitute.think id make much money?

social life not happening at the moment, exams have forced suicidal tendancies onto my friends, lack of eating/overeating, lack of sleep/too much sleep, and no desire to lose it all in a bottle of vodka and some bouncy nightclub.

ok, what is it with me and my boss's? (is that how you write it?!)
once again i really like mt boss, so thought i was over that phase!

thing is, he's leaving in a few months......

BUT before that there will be a drunken staff night out....

BUT there's this 'new girl' who so obviously likes him.......

ah, what's a girl to do?

xx

Kissed By Tainted Angel: Tainted Angel at 4:58 PM

7 Mwah xXx